Crybaby

Napaka crybaby ko talaga. I could definitely say na I am one of those people that cry at almost everything and anything. Sa mga movies, novels, tv series, commercials, and even songs. Madali kasi talaga maantig ang damdamin ko. Very passionate kasi talaga ako about life, and I easily relate to the feelings of people.

Bakit ko ba nasabi yun? Kasi kanina, napaiyak ako sa training. As in iyak talaga. Si Simon (trainer namin) kasi eh. Meron kaming icebreaker wherein you would write a "What if" question and then the person next to you would answer it. Yung isang tanong, "What if you have 1 wish to be granted, what would that be?" Sumagot siya. Ang sabi niya (Of course, tinagalog ko na), meron daw siyang brother na sobrang close siya. Nakakausap niya about everything. Naglalaro daw siya ng cricket, and 1 game away nlang daw siya for internationals. But one day, nainjure siya. And everything came crashing down. Ibang iba na raw siya. Sabi nga niya, he is only a shadow of the guy he used to be. Parang nadepress nga ata ng sobra yung brother niya, and it really affected him. Hindi na raw niya nakakausap ng maayos yung brother niya. Kasi nga, broken na talaga yung brother niya. I was not able to catch exactly what his wish was, kasi umiiyak na ako that time. But it is something like his wish would be for his brother to be okay again. Or for him to be able to talk to his brother again. (Pasensya na, hindi accurate.) Basta, yung effect niya sa akin, ayun...

natouch kasi ako sobra kasi hindi naman serious person si Simon eh. Makulit, mapang-asar at childlike ang dating niya. Kaya nung out of the blue ay mag-open up siya, naiyak ako. Hehe. At siguro rin, talagang I was feeling very low kanina eh. Kahit ano siguro magpapauyak sa akin kanina eh. Grabe noh? That has really happened to me alot. People would make kwento, and I would really cry. But I like it. I like the feeling of crying. I dont like being sad, but I like crying.