*Siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

That is a very long and deep sigh indeed... i am feeling very heavy today.i feel so down.. but thinking about it, if we are going to be technical about it, there is nothing to feel this way about. i would say that normal people would not feel the way I do right now.

I guess Jay is right.. I am different. But is being different bad? I wouldnt think so...

anyway... i cant wait to get home.. maybe once i am home i would feel a lot lot better...

how i hope so..