Ayaw kong natutulog nang mag-isa... Ayaw ko ring nagigising nang mag-isa... Hindi na ako sanay... At malamang, it is something I will never get used to. Nor do I want to.
Unless I am really tired, I find it hard to sleep if Jay is not around. That does not happen much, but when it does, sobra nabwibwisit ako. Gusto ko sabay kame natutulog, and gusto ko, kapag naaalimpungatan ako sa madaling-araw, he is beside me. Kapag hindi, naba-bad trip ako. That is why I am sure, bad trip ako mamayang gabi at bukas ng umaga. He is in Pagsanjan kasi, and I am totally not looking forward to tonight. Friday pa naman... We normally talk till the wee hours in the morning kasi wala naman pasok kinabukasan. And I love our talks... Sayang. Hmmmp, nababadtrip na tuloy ako ngayon pa lang. Panira ng weekend. Hah. Well, what can I do, gusto, or baka naman kailangan, kasi niyang umuwi without me eh. Haaay. Sana hindi na lang. Sigurado ma-mimiss ko siya. hehehe. Yuck ang corny!... So what, e totoo naman eh... Ü
Bad Trip. He better make up to me when he gets back. And I hope that would be VERY EARLY tomorrow. If not.....
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