Birthday

It's my birthday tomorrow.

I have nothing special planned, and maybe that is my fault. I am not really excited about my birthday; I have been asked sveral times about what I want to do, but there is nothing I could think of.

I wonder why?

I have always been religious when it comes to celebrating birthdays, anniversaries and special days. I used to believe that on those days, one needs to celebrate and feel special.

Now, I wonder what has changed?

Is it my age? Have I lost the enthusiasm that children exhibit?

Is it my disposition? Have I become too bored or burdened with life that I no longer want to celebrate it?

Or maybe I just like surprises.